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Remember ye not the former things, neither consider the things of old.  Behold, I will do a new thing; now it shall spring forth; shall ye not know it?  I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert.                    - Isaiah 43:18-19  Whew!  It's been a journey!  While I am glad to be this far into it, I am saddened that not everything that the Lord has done was documented.  HOWEVER, I will share as He brings it to my remembrance.    I will be using this to post my studies that I share twice a month in church and also to share my personal studies as they arise and the Lord leads me to share them.   The grief and healing journey I have been on since my son passed from suicide is more of an in-person ministry right now as it is a raw and sensitive situation.  I am very protective over my son and his sisters and have an obligation to protect their privacy. I may ...

I Stepped Back. God Stepped In.


There’s a quiet kind of prayer that doesn’t get talked about much. It’s the prayer you pray for people you no longer share a life with. No daily updates. No holidays together. No overlapping routines or inside jokes. The door is closed, and it's not out of bitterness, but out of wisdom. And still… your heart refuses to become hard. 

You can walk away from a relationship and not walk away from love. You can create distance and still desire good. You can honor a boundary without asking God to shrink your compassion. Praying for someone you don’t do life with anymore isn't hypocrisy, like some would try to make you believe. It’s actually maturity. 

Those prayers sound different, don't they? They’re not about reunion or restoration of closeness, and they’re not about access. They’re not even about understanding. They’re simple and strangely freeing. 

“Lord, bless them!” 
“Let them be healed in ways I could never help with.” 
“Lead them into Your will.” 
“Give them joy.” 
“Draw them to You.” 
“Save their souls.” 
"It's not your will that they perish, open their eyes!."

Sometimes the most Christ-like thing you can do is step back and STILL intercede. To stop participating in the story, but continue to hope for a good ending. To say, “I don’t belong in this chapter anymore, but I still want Heaven for you.” 

THAT kind of prayer isn’t weak. 
It’s strong and it refuses to let pain have the final word.

There’s also a deep peace that comes with this posture. 

You’re no longer trying to manage outcomes or fix what’s broken. You’re not carrying responsibility that was never yours to hold. You’re simply placing them in God’s hands and trusting that He loves them even more than you ever did. 

Closed doors don’t mean closed hearts. 
Sometimes they mean healed ones. 
Hearts that can love without attachment
Care without control
Pray without expectation

And.....in doing so, you stay free. You stay tender, and you stay aligned with heaven.

And maybe that’s the miracle. Not that paths cross again, but that love remains pure even when they don’t. 

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